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[04 Mar 2009|11:20pm] This part of my timeline includes violence pull the trigger

what ever happened to forever and ever? [31 Dec 2008|07:07am] I'm finding it even more difficult each day seperating my reality from my other realities. Hopefully someday I'll wake up from this wreck and see that it's not so bad. pull the trigger

currently losing my mind [17 Nov 2008|05:37am] And this journal is appropriate for this portion of my timeline. pull the trigger

[27 Sep 2008|10:33pm] So I meant to only write in this during the summer and summer is over, so I'll be switching back to my soflapunx livejournal. pull the trigger

[23 Sep 2008|10:49pm] Fact, I don't care what you say. From now on, you'll do everything by yourself. pull the trigger

[22 Sep 2008|10:51pm] No matter what you do for people, they always find a way to ruin your life. Our friendship is over, there's no repairing it. pull the trigger

[16 Sep 2008|02:04am] Time to grow up? No, it's never gonna happen. pull the trigger

you're kidding me?! [11 Sep 2008|04:50am] WoooooooooooooooooooW pull the trigger

[07 Sep 2008|10:43pm] I'm bipolar as fuck. pull the trigger

[03 Sep 2008|12:43pm] Lol I have spyspace for livejournal, so I know who comments me, even annonymous people ;] 1 shot in the face| pull the trigger

god will only sit back and watch you die [01 Sep 2008|04:16am] And every word that spews from your self-righteous mouth is what makes us hate your Christ with all our hearts A different kind of youth you call yourself? You're the same prick that spent their years preaching on dead fucking hope Hide your sins behind a cross that won't save you Your God will punish you for your atrosities You think you're better than any of us? I'd rather live faithless than be a heartless motherfucker that cannot and will not go to someones face and tell them what they think Go read a bible and stay the fuck out of our lives 4 shot in the face| pull the trigger

I am [31 Aug 2008|08:27pm] just happy 2 shot in the face| pull the trigger

[29 Aug 2008|06:17pm] You're a walking, breathing, living contradiction and these are the reasons I can never and would never want to open my heart to you. You put yourself into the shittiest situations and don't see it, everyone else does and everyone still wonders why we even gave you a chance to ever come back. You won't change, I promise that, you'll be a failure, I'm sorry I will never believe in you. Your poor judgement is what you chose in this life. pull the trigger

turns out you were wrong [25 Aug 2008|03:15am] Don't assume anything you know about me, don't tell me you've been telling me shit for years. First off, no one knows who I really am, in fact sometimes I don't even know who I am. I'm an actor, and everything you witness isn't real, its just a well thought out play of my life to a certain extent. A sarcastic approach in believing in anything, anything at all. In fact I'm sorry to tell you I just can't believe in everything, I'm sorry if you thought I was made for greatness, I am, and in the end you'll realize its for the debacle of humanity. So keep sleeping in your houses at night, keep harboring hate for each other, in the end, you will all die in the same way as everyone else. pull the trigger

[16 Aug 2008|01:51am] I've got this crazy pattern that just repeats itself so many times; I'm sick of waking up everyday to this sinking feeling, no I am done with this. Do you understand that I need a major change of scenery?! I'm sick and tired of everything and everyone and if I forget you then who the fuck cares! Do you not understand that all I do is think for myself?! I'm a selfish sick son of a bitch, I do thinks that none of you would imagine, I'm an asshole, a piece of shit, and if you really dug deep inside of me you would find a piece of shit person. I'm sorry, that's the fucking truth and if it hurts you, I don't fuicking care. I'm done honestly, I'm moving, I really am, there's no way I'm fucking this up. 5 shot in the face| pull the trigger

[12 Aug 2008|03:40am] WOW YOU GUYS ARE FRIENDS NOW?! I BET YOU'RE BOTH GOING TO TRY AND RUIN THIS. THANKS A WHOLE FUCKING LOT. FUCK BOTH OF YOU, GO TO HELL, ALL THAT BULLSHIT. pull the trigger

all is wrong [09 Aug 2008|12:15am] and nothing will ever be right. I over analyze every detail of my life, it's what's going to end up killing me. pull the trigger

ohh hello, dear jose [07 Aug 2008|05:21am] So lifes rapidly changing again! A lot has happened since we last left of fon our story. Jared moved out, alyssa moved back in, tasty lives with us, alec and cj switched rooms, our apartment is never empty, but I like it this way. I'm also dating someone and yes I know, ohh gee wizzz hoseaaayyy, who would've thought. I know, all you sarcastic assholes can shut up. Um, that's all the updates for now, I'm going back to what I do at work... pull the trigger

[06 Aug 2008|03:24am] we're just too old to live with resent kill me, drug me, destroy any shot of solidarity within me pull the trigger

and this winter is lasting forever at least for tonight [04 Aug 2008|02:57am] And I know that you're never leaving, never leaving me, not again pull the trigger

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